Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Follow Up

I guess I just want to follow up my previous post with a few things. I really didn't want to come off sad or unhappy in the last post. I am neither. I am so very happy with my life and all the blessings I have been given. I am so thankful for my family, my friends and the chance to be pregnant again. Overall if you were to ask me, outside of the obvious things about this pregnancy, I truly do understand that miracle that pregnancy is and I really do love being pregnant. The loss of Stella took some of the magic out of it, but it's really still a beautiful thing. I love being mother to Quinn and I love that I get to basically stay home with him but that I also get to work a couple days a month. I love my husband and the chance to share this life with my best friend. I really honestly can't complain about a single thing in my day to day life. It's wonderful. It's just that if I were to focus on my pregnancy all the time, I would tend to be less happy and more stressed. So in the end, I try to just focus on the blessings in my life (which are way too many to count) and not write about pregnancy. But when I do write about pregnancy, unfortunately there are some less happy thoughts there now. I hope that all of you who read this know these things about me already, but if not, I hope that this will clarify that I am not a sad mess here that thinks her life is just lame and I want to press fast forward on it. I love my life and I love being able to be pregnant. It's just hard sometimes. :)

I just felt like I needed to clarify :)

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